my apologies

Im sorry if i led you to believe you were all there was for me
im sorry if you thought for a second that you had me
Im sorry that you crave knowledge so much you snoop to find it
Im sorry you are so greedy you will take what you want
im sorry you are obsessed with me
im sorry you are a stalker
im sorry i hurt you
im sorry you thought i would always be there
im sorry i dont believe in forever
im sorry you failed me
im sorry i gave my all to you
im sorry i trusted you
im sorry i was stupid in love w you
im sorry i didnt tell you you were beautiful
im sorry i didnt think you were
im sorry for leaving
im sorry for not leaving soon enough
im sorry for letting you love me
im sorry i had faith for nothing
im sorry for not letting you close to me
im sorry for never trusting you
im sorry i let you use me as your punching bag
im sorry you lied to me
Im sorry i lied to you
im sorry you yelled at me
im sorry i shut you out because of it
im sorry you didnt value me until i was gone
im sorry i wouldnt let you break me completely
im sorry i found me by leaving you
im sorry i allowed myself to be your trophy
im sorry i ignored the warning signs
im sorry i couldnt say goodbye
im sorry i still love you
im sorry i miss you at all
im sorry you hate me
im sorry you love me
im sorry im damaged
im sorry i get attached
im sorry i love too quickly
im sorry i dont love at all
since truth is what you seek listen carefully
you were right when you said you werent good enough for me
you never were, never will be
im sorry if you thought i would be forever
honestly you were my one night stand that never left
you loved me the best you knew how
and how you loved me was abusive
being with you was like playing russian roulette
i didnt know when i played it was for keeps
branded by love and the hate of love
and both may kill you
catch 22
im sorry that i let you believe i was weak
i was self destructing when you swooped in
you thought you saved me when someone should have saved you
from me
i never needed saving i just wanted someone there
you took me away from it all but only for your gain
getting me far enough away so you could have your way with me
i bet you think this is about you
im sorry
it never was

©soulbird